Hopeful Heartbreak // Wonderful Confusion

I often learn what love is through failure.

I gave her much more hurt than she could ever take.

I realized my desperate need for a savior,

Through a vicious yet hopeful heartbreak.

So I’ll take what I’ve learned and apply it to the next one,

Or maybe the plan is to always be alone.

Because it took a shattered heart for me to begin to learn how love is done,

And I fear that there is a lot that is still unknown.

But maybe the point is to never fully know,

Yet still somehow maneuver the loves of our lives.

The wind blows and nobody knows where it goes,

But when I feel it I remember that I’m alive.

So I’ll remain suspended in this wonderful confusion.

Somehow my heart healed because of a vicious yet hopeful heart contusion.